I miss you so much. You are my everything. Why did you have to go and do something so stupid? That I'll never know. Every night I lay in my bed and think of you. I dont know why things have to be like this. The pain that I have for you, it aches and sometimes I want to die. I try and try to get my mind off of you, but everytime I try, your face just comes back into my mind. What can I do? I know you will never want me again. I've wasted so much time on you. I wish I could get just one chance to talk to you and maybe you would understand what Im talking about. You don't have the slightest clue of how much I love you...
