Love you both

There's nowhere to go
don't know what to do
i want to make a decision
without losing either one of you

you each are so special to me
in so many ways
i think about all of this
each and all of the days

i love both of you
with all of my heart
this feels so wrong
i don't know where to start

i hate having to do this
it is so hard
because i don't want to hurt you
or leave either of you scarred

somebody help me
please help me choose
but i know anyway
someone has to lose