It's 7:58 am
i'm still awak
actually, i haven't even thought about sleep
i'm sitting here thinking about "him"
the first "him"
the one you have to really knoe me to know about
the one that used to haunt my thoughts
i guess "he" still does
i can't help but longing for...
i don't even know anymore
but it hurts more everyday
i blame the Navy
for putting me on this shore
having to deal with reality
wishing i could be oceans away
instead of miles
because now i talk to much
or i don't talk enough
one of the two
i guess it's both sometimes
but i will say one thing
being shore side really makes me appreciate the water
