A shadow of denial I cast upon my broken heart
on the outside I was content, but inside completely torn apart
I sat in the darkness, thinking my plan through
I would act as if I were the same without you
I covered my pain by masking the emotions
and chaining in the memory of my hopeless devotion
with elegance I adapted to my new role
I mastered fake smiles but had no true control
I thought I could live in a perfect deception
Until my love had a resurrection
I knew too well that some feelings never fade
And I could no longer live with this masquerade
Part of me was gone without you there
And although there were others, none could compare
I wish I could reveal what I have hidden
But now my love is forbidden
You don`t love me so I should see
That we are not still “You and Meâ€
We have separated, are no longer one
My life with you is over and done
Then why is it that my heart still beats for you?
And you’re the only thing holding me together, like glue
I can`t have you and I can`t move on
Your love for me is already gone
I guess there is nothing left to do
But sit here in the dark, waiting for you
