All I want is darkness, but all I need is light
I am now so deeply lost, I don`t know wrong from right
How did I enter this forest of despair?
How did I begin to feel this pain, with which nothing else can compare?
I ran so far into this maze
I stumbled through the trees, in a daze
I know the way out, somewhere far in the distance
When I try to remember my mind fights in resistance
I am holding back something, deceiving myself
I feel damaged and miserable, but nothing else
Should I do myself a favor and end it all
Or keep on running, as my tears fall?
I only live on false hope of ever being happy
And that there must be something out there
Meant for me, something that would make me care
Care about friendship and beauty, day and night
Love and emotion, things that are right…
All I want is something more
Than being so depressed and unsure
Although my heart still needs mending
My story could have a happy ending
