Looking out the window
at the trees and cars passing by,
thoughts crossing my mind just as fast
and memories of things long past,
I can't help but sigh as some linger.
I've made a lot of stupid mistakes,
caused myself needless pain
and done a lot of things I regret
and wish that I could undo...
but I can't.
I wish that I could go back in time,
undo the things I've done
and give you a heart thats whole,
I wish that I was still young and innocent
and could give you who I was.
Even though everything brought me to you,
all those choices lead me to be
in just the right place at the exact moment
for both of our paths to meet,
I still wish it could've been different.
I wish that you could've been the first in my life
to ever touch my heart
so instead of healing it and making it whole
you'd have been given an unhurt heart,
trusting, joyful and young.
These are just regrets I have,
I can't go back and change them
and if I did...we wouldn't be together,
you and I become good friends
because we both were hurt.
The guys that are in my past,
I can count them on less then one hand,
because of them I realized
just how amazing and special you are
and how wonderful what we have is.
I don't know why I'm thinking of this,
just another random path,
I wish we could've met earlier
and been together through it all.
