Circle of nothing

I am walking in my foot steps trying to see where i went wrong..
opening every door and getting it slammed rate back at me..
i dont know what to do. i dont know where to go
i know what i wanna do. but i cant
i know where i wanna go. but i dont think I am aloud..
walking in circles has got my mind soo dizzy i dont know. i dont know
i just might not care......
i really do care but it seems like its a waste
iv wasted soo much so for so lets keep following my step's
in this continues circle of nothing