You're all that's on my mind

You re all thats on my mind
(c) Ayla Schulz <3
May 28, 2008

[& btw; this ISNT who you think its about]

Why do I continue to think?
Because youre all thats on my mind.

Why cant I forget about you?
Because I dont want to leave you behind.

Why do my tears continue to fall?
Because its all over now.

Why does wondering what we couldve had, hurt?
Because in the back of my mind, I want to be with you somehow.

Why do I still get reminded you love me?
Because it makes me feel better, you know?

Why do I hold that dandelion in front of my face?
Because Im wishing for you when I whisper 1, 2, 3 blow.

Why do I continue to dream about your face?
Because thats the only time I can see you.

Why does it seem like sometimes the earth is so sad?
Because in heaven the sky is always blue.

Why is it every time I look in the mirror I see a girl I barley know?
Because maybe, Im still trying to figure out who I am.

Why dont I want to look back?
Because it reminds me of when we left our footprints in the sand.

Why is it I hide my head under my hood?
Because you said you didnt want to see me sad.

Why dont you realize things are NOT okay?
Because youre convincing yourself things arnt that bad.

Why do I keep wanting to be held in your arms?
Because you always kept me safe and warm.

Why cant I trust myself anymore?
Because everything I do and touch seems to get ruined and torn.

Why is it everyone wants me to walk in a straight line?
Because I always take the long way around the bends.

Why dont I want to let you do?
Because I dont want to be standing alone in the end.

Why did you have to promise me forever?
Because thats what you thought you wanted.

Why is it my mind seems like a scary place?
Because right now everything just seems haunted.

Why do I continue to write?
Because you re all that s on my mind.