I never really knew you,
really never knowing myself,
my life was emptier then now,
before i knew of you.
I still feel empty without you here,
what were you thinking
when you gave me away?
Do you still love me?
near 18 years on,
i still don't understand,
why you gave up on me.
Forever you'll be in my thoughts, heart and soul,
when i close my eyes,
you're still there,
many times i've tried to stop the pain,
but caused more,
both physically and mentally,
are you going through the same?
You've contributed to my pain,
but only because of my love for you,
we will one day re-unite,
and stop all this pain,
heal it with love.
Evan though you may have forgotten me,
you'll always remain my mother,
i'll make you remember,
without ever wanting to forget again.
