Everyday is the same

I would lie awake,
Just to make sure,
I would smile and fake,
My tears are pure,
My dreams are shattered,
You have torn me apart,
Glass has skattered,
When will i depart?
i am scared,
You frighten me,
The bond we shared,
I just have to let it be,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
My heart is broken,
I beg and plea,
I scream in pain,
You have done it once again,
Here i am again,
Lying on the floor,
I thought it was over,
My life still has you,
For you are my father,
And i am eashed by you.