You hurt me badly
i cry cuz the pain is to
strong to bare anymore
you have caused me to
constantly be depressed
never smile and cry
i sat in my room all day
and wonder what it would be
like to have someone who
would give the world to me
who couldn't live without me
and i couldn't live without
and i found him but he cant
love me he is not aloud to
and i am not aloud to love him
which makes me even more depressed
i cant have the only thing that makes
me smile and knows when i say
nothing is wrong that i am lying
if only you wold accept it then it
would be easier and it would help
kill my depression but you only see
what you want to see you cant
see all the things you should see
like the way i smile when he is around
the way i laugh when he talks
and how he is the only thing that keeps
me going when times get to hard to
handle when i want to runaway from
all this and never look back
he makes me think twice about it
he is the only thing that helps me anymore
you need to open your eyes and take
a look at the world around you
your losing me and i dont care anymore
now its Ur fault u assume stuff is going on
he is 18 and i am 14 I'm not that stupid
and even if i was why would i
do something like that with an 18 year
old man that proves how much you actually
know me now huh?
i wish i could say this to you but i cant you
would trip out and flip gasket about it
and you would do something over
dramatic which kill me inside.
