My sky is black and gray, outlined in dread....
And for once you aren't the only thing going threw my head...
Thought I was so lost, love being all my fears
And I have only one thing to say after all these years..
I can finally smile I can breathe again..
I will never think about how it could of been
There is a reason everything falls apart
You weren't the one for me but you will mend another's broken heart
Now I can finally open up to what I was missing out on, I can forgive you..
While forgiving myself which is really all I needed to do...
I will be able to pass you on the street and flash a smile...
I won't even once think of you, not for a second not even a while
I hope your happy with her...
I hope it works out better then our previous before..
I am finally ready to admit it was my fault...
And I'm gonna take pride as something I sought..
I will find the guy for me...even it takes me forever to find him....
If I don't give up love says it won't give up on helping me find them..
Maybe I have no one, and honestly thats okay..I'm still mending..
This is just the beginning of my very happy ending.....
