When will i learn?

I hide behind my screen
but you see right through
I'm like an open book
And you are captured by my story

I run from the beginning
right through to the end
And you run after me,
and when i fall
and i try to get up of my own accord
you lift me up
only for me to keep running
running away from you.

When will i learn?
That you are my friend
That you are always there for me
You pick me up
You care for me

And i run,
and i keep running.

When will i learn?
You tell me?
You know me better than i know me.
So when will i learn?
When will i learn to let myself be loved?