This Fake Smile

Im so over wearing this fake smile,
cant remember the last time i was happy, but i know its been a while
everyone always assumes that im fine,
i guess its because i dont show my deppression at any time

I know life is full of a million trials and errors,
but its taking over my life, all these painfull childhood terrors!
everyone tells me, itll all be perfect oneday,
well thats such a load, cause no-one wants to help me take the pain away.

I know i find it hard, to trust people, and tell them how i feel,
i think its because the pain of it, is always so unreal.
so i sit and listen, to the words my headphones speak,
trying to drown out the memories that are just so horribly bleak!

so for anyone who reads this, please dont walk away
ive told you that im hurting and need help and just for someone to stay