What Life?

I never really find the answers
honestly i never really seek why

I'm just unguarded with my emotions
now i find you here now

Maybe,I have my heart so puzzled
so i scribbled you out in this life

I'm never the brightest girl
never been all smart and that

I'm fine with average
I'm fine with what's what

So I'm annoyed with this status
The status of in doubt

I find myself confused in living
To live my life, or live in your life.