Another Relapse

by A Phoenyx in Flight   Aug 18, 2008


Hate filled thoughts filled my mind.
I needed relief.
So I found my old tack.

my old comfort restored.
Now I can't stop even though I want to.
This time I am so afraid.

I needed it just that one time.
Now I need it all the time.
That's what happens when you are an ex cutter.

Now I'm a cutter again.
The blood runs down my arm.
I cry when I think of the scares.

I don't want to be a cutter.
I don't want to hurt my self.
But I can't stop.

I Need to stop.
I need to quit while there is still time.
But I can't.

I can never tell my parents.
They would make it worse.
So what am I to do?

I can't tell my friends.
They would think I'm being dramatic.
So what am I to do.

I needed it just that one time.
Now I need it all the time.
that's what happens when you are an ex cutter

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  • 16 years ago

    by Goth marionette

    It's not really what I expected...It's so much better..
    The poem is so perfect honestly...I feel the pain u feel inside...I know that u'll never stop bcoz Cutting became like addiction or like a cure for ur suffering and it's too hard to tell anybody.
    As u said ur friends will see u so dramatic and ur parents won't understand u...
    Ur poem is so great and It got through me bcoz u expressed how I feel inside...
    Great job honey1000/5..

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