Tired days and sleepless nights
Getting in to endless fights
Regret is all that comes with gain
Escape reality with new pain
A razor in my top desk draw
No clutter on my bedroom floor
I dreamed of being a smaller size
Loosing was the greatest prize
Struggling to smile each day
Pain and sadness won't go away
Heart so cold it feels like ice
Finding a new place to slice
Downing pills, five at a time
No tears appears and I feel fine.
