Putting On A Show.

Stuck in the same place,
Same state of mind,
Pushing away everything,
What I want to leave behind.

Cutting away the pieces,
To take away my pain,
Watching the hurt flow,
Before I go insane.

I wanna go back,
Right back to my past,
Change every single thing,
That should have came last.

I should look forward to the days,
And sleep soundly at night,
Not silently cry myself to sleep,
Longing to have someone to hold me tight.

And I should smile,
Every place I go,
Because I'm tired of fighting,
And putting on a show.

It's become really hard,
It's just too much,
And I can't live anymore,
I'm falling out of touch.

And finally say good bye,
Forget all I know,
Because this is the end,
And now I'm letting go.

Renee
xx