Hate This Life.

I want to curse,
To run so far away,
I want to scream so loud,
All I have to say.

And I'm so angry,
So worked up inside,
I hate everyone around me,
That like to ruin my pride.

I'm annoyed at myself,
And it's ripping me apart,
The pain is so intense,
Like a fist around my heart.

And it won't surface,
So I can't deal with it all,
It won't come through,
And causes me to fall.

I can feel myself dying,
Breaking from the pain,
I can feel my soul crying,
Crumbling with the strain.

And I hate this life,
This messed up unkind place,
I hate the tears,
That fall down my face.

And I hate myself,
The person inside me,
I hate the world,
For all it's caused to be.