My Emotions.

I can't explain these emotions,
It hurts too much too feel,
I tried so hard to smile,
But it was fake not real.

I'm numb to the outside,
Searching for a place,
I've learned that I'm not important.
Just another distant face.

So I kept myself to myself,
For you didn't want to know,
You said it was fine to suffer,
As long as I didn't let it show.

I stayed in the background,
So used to being there,
I needed someone to hold me,
But nobody seemed to care.

You took what was left of me,
Seeming so nice at first,
But as time went on it was,
Me who came off the worst,

You should see the state I'm in,
I'm not who I used to be,
Everything you've pushed inside,
I can't seem to set free.

I have nowhere left to go,
And no-one to hear me out,
I could be quick to raise my,
Voice but I am not one to,
Scream and shout.

So I keep it all inside,
Die and fall apart,
Won't tell a living soul,
How much you've damaged my heart.

I'll never show you,
The way you've tore me open,
Even though you hurt me,
Even though I'm broken.

Renee
xx