Tears well up in my eyes,
But I refuse to let you see my tears.
How I wish
This didn't have to happen this way.
I love you.
Yes, I still do,
Even after all the pain;
All the heartache;
All the tears.
You were my first true love -
I could never just forget that,
How can you?
Oh, I hate you!
Yes, I really do!
I hate all the pain you caused;
Hate all the heartache I felt;
Hate all the tears I've cried.
But how can I hate you
When I still love you so damn much?
I'm torn between these emotions,
Each one an extreme.
I love you.
I hate you.
I love you.
I hate you.
Oh, please come back
So I never have to hate you again.