Things don't always turn out the way you want them to
No matter what you say or do.
But all you can do is just move on.
Try to remain seemingly faithful and strong.
Try, try again, until you succeed.
Then someday you surely will lead.
Reach for you star,
No matter how far
It may seem.
And above all, never lose sight of your dream!
I just keep trying solely relying on faith to get me through.
I wonder, what else can I do?
Competitive cheerleading, tumbling classes, surely I must seem
Self-absorbed and indirect, sometimes I'm sure I will scream.
Just fall on the floor,
And burst into tears.
These emotions contained in me for years.
They can't be healthy, I know.
I just don't want to show
How I feel.
It's as if I'm not real,
I'm a dream, barely even tangible.
How is this understandable?
Or is it? That is just the thing.
My dream is as vivid as anyone's would be,
My dream is to be myself, to be me!
For me to be someone, for me to be free!
