Confused

You say you see so much in me but i guess im blind
i see everything im holding back, all thats right behind
head over heels for me an angel is what you swear
you look so hard at me and i have to break your stare
i hope i dont hurt you baby, im still kinda confused
i dont want you to end up like me broken and used
still so much im holding back but i want you just to see
i want to pour my heart for you just so you believe
i think its love ... what i feel
but then again i loved before and it feels more real
im not over her.. you just dont know she exist
you dont ask about the emptiness or the scars on my wrist
i could offer you my heart but its not mine to give
i gave it away a while ago to a forever i wanted to live
broken and confused i dont know what i want
im scared if i move on... her love will be what haunts
I dont know that you could understand to the extent that i once had
when i tell you i was in love, baby i had it bad
she felt the emotionii before i let its spill my lips
she new every spot exactly how my heart rips
the day i felt bad was the day she carried it you see
you think you can take that on.... im not sure your ready for me