No mater the amount i struggle i cannot escape life's grasp on me Ive tried to escape many times and each has failed and when i tried to escape my love of him id just find myself drowning in my own tears and my own fears is it mainly because in my heart i do not desire to escape it wants me to escape and yet it forbids it and so i find myself wondering in deep tortured thought I'm i ever to be freed from my forbidden escape
