Why is a good relationship so hard to find?
Thoughts of you keep running through my mind.
You told me you loved me and I actually believed,
but you had secrets and lies that you constantly conceived.
I tried to learn to trust you, but you kept giving me reasons to doubt,
now thinking about you just causes me to mope and pout.
I dont know what to do with you, or what to say,
I just know I cant go on in life feeling this way.
Youre pulling me in so many directions its hard to stay on track,
then once I think I got away from you, I keep on getting pulled back.
I want you more then life itself but I keep on getting hurt,
and once I think things are fine again I get thrown in the dirt.
You tell me that you love me so why do you treat me like this?
As if I dont matter or as if I dont exist.
Im done dealing with all your lies,
And all those times you made me cry.
Also all those times you left me here,
or all those times you werent there or anywhere near.
