It's been so long since this felt like home
Day in and out, walking, thinking, controlled
Nothing's felt right, out of place, I just don't know
This sea that lies beneath my emotions only seems to grow
Swirling down the drain, along with my memories they go
Hopefully lost forever, but somedays it's not so
This lonely place I hide in my head, is now starting to show
Fighting for seemingly ages, but barely 21 years old
My insides are aching from all this sorrow that I hold
But I guess this is what happens, when a man becomes a hole
