Not Ok.

I don't feel okay at the moment
I'm feeling a little stressed
But I promise you
I'm no where near depressed.

Things in my life don't always go to plan
My expressions arn't always as they seem
I may have a smile on my face
But my life has no bright beam.

I'm feeling alone
I guess cause it's my own situation
And since I've got so much on my mind
I've lost all concentration.

I keep having this sad emotion
And I'm paranoid that no one cares
So I keep having this thought
About what they'd do if one day I wasn't there.

And I'm not sure if I should get over this
Because It's starting to eat me alive
But if It's true...
Then how am i expected to survive?

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This poem is really lame...
Poems just arn't working for me lately...

Renee
xx