What Would I Do?

If there was really a God,
I would prefer that he was a woman
and talk to her of you and about you
and that she would advice me.
I would prefer that God was a woman and friend,
and that her gender wouldn't be a barrier but an excuse.
That God was a woman and friend so that she'll hear me, console me and heal my injuries.
If there was really a God,
I would definitely like it if she was like you,
but then.....What would I do?