Its not a secret anymore
Everyone knows
What happined when i tryed to kill myself
It started with memories
It ended in tears
I dont feel bad
It was my choice
I had to listen
When they were giving opions
I blocked it out
And tryed to move on
I felt bad i yet again failed
Now i got myself in alot of trouble
Its to help me
But i think its no use
So next time i will keep it a secret and not let it slip out
Lets put on the pretend smile
Show everyone what its all about
Lets hid it again
I will keep saying im fine
These walls are hard
There is no light
I see and hear things
Coming at me with all its might
I am all alone
My tears are invisable
My crys no one can hear
I am just another lost person
That just doesnt understand
They said were gonna put it past us
There gonna get me more help
I am fine
Honstly its no use
I go alone
Tyring not to cry
Honstly mommy i want to die
Thers alot going on
I cant keep dealing
Its my time to move on
Everyone knows
So i smile
And pretend to be strong
A laugh and go along
Now lets pretend
My Life
