Have you ever taken the time to sit back and watch your life explode?
its nice.
this i swear.
you watch things you worked for, worked towards, crash down.
you watch as friends fade into nothing more then memories.
you watch people who you thought you knew change into things you'd never expect.
you feel your heart break within your chest and somehow you keep on smiling.
you stand by as places you once loved become dull, unreal.
one day your sitting there and you realise you have nothing new to say nor do the people surrounding you.
you watch as people you used to hate become people you love, and sadly, the oppisite as well.
you find yourself running far to fast, and in trying to not miss a beat, the little, amazing, important things pass you by.
then you stop, if your lucky.
you stop and you watch, watch as it all explodes in on itself, watch as it all comes crashing down, and appreshate it.
because you get to look at the changes within yourself.
you get to see how your life, your deshions, have effected you.
you get to grow up from it, wiser and stronger then if things went according to plan.
after all, its how we imbrace the bad shit in our lives that make us the people we are today.
