When I Try To Find The Words..

When i try to find the words, i always seem to choke,
because its hard to speak of the day, it was my heart you simply broke.
You are truly sick, how from my heartache and pain,
you laughed and stole my smile, which you were so very happy to gain....

Its hard to understand someone else,
when youre still trying to find yourself,
but as far as i can see, you are so very cold,
and i believe you always will be, even on your last day of being old...

You did what you did, to make me feel worse then dirt,
i never thought it possible to feel so torn apart and hurt.
Theres some poeple who know, and if i tell them your name,
they will gladly show you, how painfull it is to feel so much shame.

I have every right to destroy everything you are,
but i think thats just low, and going way to far,
and as much as i want you to suffer,
i know how that feels, and wouldnt cause that to any other.

So just sit and think, about the stress youve caused me,
and then maybe you will see,
that youve gotten away, with a hell of alot,
and to get rid of you, would take only one shot.