I cried myself to sleep again last night.

I cried myself to sleep, again last night,
i tried to hold the tears back, but again they put up a stronger fight.
As they fell down my cheeks, like a flooded river,
i thought about the memories, and couldnt help but shiver.

My tears dropped and drowned my pillow in pure hate,
Im glad you didnt see me, because for you that wouldve been great.
EVERYTIME I CRY, ABOUT EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE,
IT KILLS ME EVEN MORE, BECAUSE I KNOW IT MEANS YOUVE WON.

As i drift into another restless sleep,
i wake up screaming, and again begin to weep,
So this is how my nights are spent,
crying and wishing i was dead, to some extent.

But i just wish that you could see,
all the pain you have caused me,
I know you probably would not care,
but honestly, all this pain, is more then i can bare.