I hate it

I dont know about anything anymore
why am i here? what is my purpose
why is my life in darkness
filled with so much pain and remorse

what do i do to deserve this?
a life filled with nothing but pain?
i do everything i can for everyone
my efforts are all in vain.

everyone i need disappears
as soon as i call out for help. save me!
i want this all to end nothing to look
forward to but pain and misery

there's only so long you can give
everything and take so much shit
till you finally start thinking
that your done being used thats it!

not being able to trust anyone
just get through this shit all on my own
i'm back where i was before
beck to me being cold and alone