Living in a crazy way

How will I ever wake up
and face a new day
knowing I must live
my life this crazy way

In a world of discrimination
my life goes with a persuasion
I have no questions
just a little damage in my emotions

Why do I have to feel this way?
could the problems just walk astray?
should I reform my life like a clay?
and do my life in another way

will I ever have my dream
or just eat ice cream
for me to be able to scream
that my life is at dim

will I be able to find a day
that's worth the word"hooray"
without the shades of gray
and leave living the life in a crazy way