She thought she could trust him.... in the end it only brought her pain...
she always forgives him...acts like it never affects her, like she hasn't been cut
She used to tell him everything before he tore her apart...now he knows nothing and wonders whats wrong with her...
and yet.... he still holds her heart... yet never will she let him see it...
afraid to be hurt again, she walks with a smile and jokes around to fool the world.
Hoping for him to believe her facade... believe she's moved on...
believe she's not a wreck....
secretly she cries...and lives with her memories...knowing trust is nothing more than a lie...wishing she had seen it sooner... killing herself by trying to walk away