I'd take a bullet for you

Mourning over seconds that passed
The seconds i wish i could somehow bring back the past
The seconds when i felt i was broken and battered
The seconds, i i wished i looked before i leapt

Friends are oblivious to my mask
The mask i painted with my false smile
I 'm hurting, so deep down inside
I cannot be what you want
But, i could still say i tried

My scars cover both my hands and heart
The heart which you,a surgeon, so skillfully ripped apart
So blind and deaf was me, that i couldn't see the treachery right before my eyes
So stupid was i, to fathom i could ever deserve your perfect love

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