Engulfed in this heavy blanket of fear
The days crawl by
I can't remember what tomorrow was supposed to be
You pushed me away to forget me
So it wouldn't hurt to miss me
But I swore I let go
Forever stuck in the future
I still can't forget that moment
When you held me in your arms and made me promise
That I'd never let go
But I guess that moment's lost
Because you made me let go
And in my world it's not over
Every thought, every subconscious thought
All of you, it's stuck so deeply
Into the contours of my mind
And I try so hard to leave you behind
But you know just how to make my make-up stain my clothes
I tried to let go
After I lost control
Then you took all my control
And now you won't leave me alone
