How am I supposed to react?
This one even completely ser me off track.
One day I'm hanging with friends,
then the next day the world is practically coming to an end.
Sometimes I feel like I need to be sad,
then other times I get so mad.
I feel like I'm leaving you behind,
I know I'm not, but I can't convince my mind.
I know I should be happy that you're in a better place,
but reality is not something I'm ready to face.
Everytime I hear about death it makes me sick,
every second of the day I wish this was a trick.
I can't even go to see you,
and yet I feel like no one knows what I'm going through.
But I know that's not true,
I wasn't the only one whose known you.
I dont think I can bare to see your mom,
what am I supposed to say "I'm sorry your son's gone"?!
How am I supposed to explain what I feel,
If I don't even know if half of these feelings are real...
