What do you do when you lose a friend,
then lose the promise of being there till the end.
How do you know how to react,
to realize someone no longer has your back.
Is it possible that they will no longer care,
but how can they when your here and they're there.
Do you think I will ever forget,
there are some memories of the pas I regret.
I never spoke to you enough,
but still, like a friend, you helped me when times were rough.
Sometimes I treated you like you didn't belong,
bu you kept our friendship strong.
You always seemed to know the right choice,
I guess you had a smart inner voice.
But why did this happen to you?
It was smack out of the blue.
You never did anything wrong,
so why was your likfe on your Earth not long?
I need to say sorry for things I did and didn't do,
things that someway badly affected you.
I know you woulda been the best person this Earth ever had.
This whole death is just so frustrating it makes me mad.
How am I suppose to deal with all this?
Our highschool years were supposed to be bliss.
How do I deal when I hear songs that remind me of you?
Or all those memories about what you used to do.
Will you promise to watch over me?
To help me be all that I can be?
Will you lead me along the way?
So that I will once again talk to you someday?
Will you be waiting for me to come,,
when one day my life on Earth is done?
