Unlovable.

Why do people tell me I'm beautiful
When I know it must be a lie.
cause no one I ever love,
Seems to love me too.

They get to know me,
The real me.
Not that girl I pretend to be.

And they go running.
Running far away.

Or before I'm given a chance,
They are gone.
I just want someone.
Someone to hold me in their arms.
Forever and ever.

Why can't this end?
This horrible feeling?
Am I unlovable?

I lay at night.
Thinking of all the people who,
have love, have something.
But I....
have nothing.
Will I ever?

Love has always hurt me.
When will it not?
I don't want to give up....

But maybe I might have to.