Im sorry

Just because i smile
it doesn't mean that i don't cry
it means i care enough
not to make you worry

just because i laugh
it doesn't mean i don't cut
it means i care enough
not to show u the scars

just because i say I'm OK
doesn't mean I'm saying the truth
if you look deep in my eyes
you'll see the tears it went through

how could you call yourself a friend
when you never even realized
all the pain i went through
night and day

I'm telling you now
how i truly feel
this is me
this is how i live

think of me different
think of me wrong
think of me as depressive
think of me as sad

that's what i am
I'm sorry to tell you
I'm not the person
you thought i was