As the cold steel reunites with my crimson pain
my soul scarcely screams like the boy in the well
for any one, any one at all, to come find me
I'm so alone
even in a crowd I'm the rhyme to orange
i don't exist
i just need to be needed
i don't even need my self
I'm sick of prying for some one that dos not exists
I'm so tired of taking it out on my wrists
f**k my life
god bless me with a Honorable death
i feel like my heart is addicted to meth
some times only happy to hide the pain
i just cant take the lies
I'm a man how can i cry so much
one more night alone
