So torn

Pretty girl of only seventeen
faking smiles and telling lies
secret hopes tonight will be the night
pretending everythings fine gets harder and harder
when all she wants to do is die.
she's being torn to pieces
by the ones she loves
doesn't know which road to choose
she can't seem to understand;
why can't she truly be happy?
someone loves her
someone needs her
both would do anything to be with her
yet she can't move on when she hates herself
no one seems to care that being in love is her greatest fear.
she hates feeling like this and is so tired of trying to fight this.
so hoping to die is her only prayer
when everything ends with her in tears.