I cant believe that you have gone,
walked out the door.
I know i said that you had to go,
I do stand by my decision but its hard.
we have a baby on the way,
only 7 weeks away.
you didn't seem to care,
you wouldn't get a job.
you really didn't care about us,
did you?
If i had of known this 2 years ago,
I never would have been in a relationship with you.
you told me you loved me,
you told me you cared,
but you cheated on me with my best friend..
you kissed her when i was there,
and you wanted so much to do more.
You said you didn't but if i wasn't there who knows what you would have done.
I'm so stupid i trusted you,
i really thought you would change..
you always ask if i have cheated on you when you did work,
so really you don't trust me at all.
so why did you want to be with me
and start a family,
if all you where going to do is walk away.
you say you want to be with me,
but with all your lies and past,
how do i know if what you say is true.
I guess if i have to say good-bye to you i will.
you will always be his father,
but if you cant show me you love and trust me.
I guess there is nothing left to fight about..
I'm tired of fighting,
everyday this happened.
you and your moods,
really did piss me off..
My son kicks every night,
i wonder if he knows just how bad things really are?
i want to bring him into a loving family,
but if his father is not going to work,
I'm better off without him.
I'm so sorry my darling,
you will always be my son,
and a memory of your father.
I'm so sorry i have failed as your mother so early on.
I love you darling,
I always will,
My darling,
my son..
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