Chants of Depression (rap)

Why cant I go back to when I was happy?
What did I do to be feeling so crappy?
Doctors say that I am slipping to depression.
Well then my souls dripping through my expression.
Cant I just wish it all away? Or is it suppost
To make me challenge myself to my most?
Or does it just post a toast to my suffer?
Cause my minds' bout to roast and buffer.
Get this stuff away from me! I cant stand it!
Sorry bout the language, but I cant spit
My spirit and live in this. To much to bear.
I am slowly fading. My mind is bare.
Family and friends are great, yeah I agree,
But when will they stop helping? To what degree?
Amber says I should see a pro bout
What I got, but I all i want is it out.
Interaction with the mind and pen,
Has got my kind swirling deep in again.
Tired of never gettin and better,
Thinkin that I'll neva be a G shredder.
Now I barely got one way through my expression.
To hard to say, can no longer have impression.
Yall want me to confess a confession?
I have fallin for the chants of depression.

*DEPRESSION SUCKS!*