I cant live with out you!!!r.i.p

I wrote a letter and sent it to heaven.
I shouted my loudest at the sky.
I begged the angels to pass on the message.
I wished upon a star every night.

I wrote it down, so you could see.
I left it by my window.
Stayed up all night, waiting for you.
But once again, you didnt show.

I sat there crying on my floor.
All huddled up against the door.
Begging you with tears down my cheeks.
To some how, make contact with me.

Listening to silence.
It started to rain.
Drops on my window.
Like tears of pain.

Dont know what to do.
Am i going insane?
How will i live with out seeing him again?