He Loves Me... Right?

And i keep coming back to you
'Smack'
... It just happened again.

I Pick up your whiskey bottle form the corner of our room...
'Smack'
He takes the poison from my trembling hand.

I go out to get some "coffee" with the intention of never coming back...
'Smack'
But even though it hurts i know its just showing l.o.v.e he lacks.
But I'll keep loving him...
Thats why i go back...
'Smack'

It doesn't mean he doesn't love me...?
It's his own little way of showing me he cares
Right?
Thats what he said...
It's his way of making sure i don't leave,
Don't cheat,
By showing what worse would happen if i did.

Thats normal right...?
'SMACK'
(I don't want to go back)

*If your Spouse is beating you.. tearing you down emotionally, abusing your feelings... and your face, It's not OK!
It's not OK because he was drunk,
It's not OK if he's sober.
It's not OK if he was high.
It's not OK if it only happened once.
He doesn't love you! Because you are an amazing person and no one who loves you could ever do that to you! You don't have to put up with abuse from anyone, anytime.
----->*Abuse stops here!*<-----