How can i?

How can i?
how can i still love the one who broke my heart
the one who shattered my life
i hurt so much i still feel the pain and yet I'm still in love
why do i keep wishing that things could have changed
the vision still repeats the two of them walking holding hands
how can i cry over someone who never deserved my love
yet i still miss his hugs the kisses the love we made
i fell in love and cant let US go i just miss him so much
i hear shes six months and its hurts even more how could he have done this to me??
how can i still love someone who probably never even thinks about me?