Pain...

I'm falling
into the ground.
My hearts breaking
without a sound.

Tears are rolling
down, off my chin
And I am seeing
that I'll never win

I try so hard
every day and night.
I try to win
this endless fight

I hear your screaming
in my ears.
I feel you hating
as I burst out in tears.

You tell me I'm worthless,
not meant to be.
You say I'm sick but
you don't know me.

Listen to my story
hear what I have to say.
Maybe if you take the time
today won't be the day.

Cause you know it,
I want to die.
And you try not to show it,
when I break down to cry.

I just want to scream
to let it all out.
But now I know
without a doubt.

I should go and leave
go far away.
This hell I shall go
away from today.