Losing this fight

I'm losing this fight,
that i want to win,
my strength coming from within,
its coming from my heart,
my soul,
its telling me to fight,
when i have already lost,
its telling me to try,
when there already gone,
i just cant do it,
i know i cant win,
this fight,
that i fight from within,
its painful,
and depressing,
its confusing,
and immature,
i just think,
that i will give it,
one more shot,
from within.